Lasting friendship is a blessing for everybody Losing a best friend was really rough and painful for me
Lasting friendship is a blessing for everybody Losing a best friend was really rough and painful for me. It was the day I will never forget. Almost every detail is as fresh as it was the day it happened. The year 2012 it was my first day of being a grade 7 student in Agusan National High School. I was nervous and scared every stepped closer to my room. At that moment I have entered the room I felt very shy and my heartbeat getting worst that I couldn’t control it may be because I haven’t any friend or even knowing someone inside our classroom, they are all new to me. I was quiet and a loner the whole morning until it was MAPEH time at exactly one o’clock until I met a girl named Erika G. Ilogon, she was one of my classmates at that time and also she was the first person I talked over 50 persons inside the classroom. It was funny to remember that we just talked because of we picked up the same trash in the same area, since then we always talked with each other and that was it began of our friendships story.
Since then, we shared a lot of time with each other. We were sharing our secrets, our embarrassing moments, our problems, our crushes, and etc. Erika and I were always together wherever we go and it came to point that our classmates said that we are like twins. We are too close and we treated each other as a best friend. However, as usually happened to all best friends, we have done lots of arguing about little and even worst stuff, we are having a quarrel, and sometimes we didn’t talk for 1-2 days or even one week or one month but after that we still best friends. My best friend is really important to me, I love her and I will always do. I’m scared to lose my parents, my family as well as her. I can assure that I would not be apart from her. I don’t even search to have a new friend for the reason that I’m contented to have her and I thought she felt the same way but she let somebody be part of our life not one but a seven persons named Marianne, Shaira, Airah, Jadyze, Christine, Karyll, Saud and we named our group as G.P.S however, I let what she wanted to. I forced myself to made friends with them, yes it was fun, a lot of happiness and excitement they’ve caused but I can’t help myself not to remember the memories I have made with Erika. Even though we are in the same group of friends yet we just talked rarely in a day. I missed the old time we used to. I’m started getting jealous for some reason that she was getting closed with Marianne. One day, G.P.S and I go to our favorite place and she was beside me but I felt like she was far from me that I couldn’t reach her, that I couldn’t even be made her smile. She was happy with them, seeing her happy made me smile too so I let her go, I don’t let myself jealous anymore, I just think that we still a best friend in my heart and even in my mind. I cried every moment I remember the old time we used to, that I haven’t a best friend that I can be laid on, I haven’t shoulder to cry on, that I haven’t someone to open up my problems, and there was no one needed my help.
I lost my best friend. Even though it hurts a lot but I have to let her go if that made her happy and if that made her free. Losing a best friend caused a lot of heartaches but I’ve learned I have to be happy for her. In addition, after losing her I’ve become a strong person and more level-headed. She’s a memory I will carry with me until I die. Hence, regardless of what happened, I will cherish all the memories we had made. I still love you and I always will, and our friendship will remain forever.